You know who you are

I'm not saying that i can relate to Samantha (sex and the city),. im just saying i like her .. and in another life, ~ wish i could be her.

from my (limited but extensive) dating experiences, i can say that at 27 im feeling a bit disconcerned about the lack of "love".

i'll be honest; theres the needy guy (ever gazing and humble), the cowardly lion (afraid to be with anyone except bob costas or his pals), the great lay (fun for a night), the creepy guy (that you somehow let throught your defenses), and then,.. theres the guy you thought was the one.

I guess, the mobile moment when i was drinking wine by myself in downtown columbia,.. helped me to realize that all of them really arent so different. they arent any, one. fun, memorable, yes. but,..
when i wonder why i dont love anymore, perhaps it would be better to remember who i had loved before. and,.. thank all the lucky stars,.. that,.. i dont love myself right into the same damn mistake again
as for me,.. thats right,.... im gonna sit, and drink. to possibility!